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You think I ain't worth a dollar, but I feel like a millionare.
06.28.04 (6:35 pm)   [edit]
The other day I did something amazing. I didn't sleep well that night, well, I really just didn't sleep. I went to sleep at 1:00 and woke up at like 2:30 or 4:00. Well, at about five, I decided to get up and get dressed because it was obvious I wasn't going to sleep. So, as soon as it was just getting to 'non-dark' status outside, I grabbed my iPod and wrote a note to my parents and left. I just went walking. The street lights were still on. Rage played first (Microphone Fiend). It totally got me energized. I turned down the street at the end of the neighborhood and Drunkship Lantern by the Mars Volta came on and I broke into a sprint. At the end of the street I caught the sunrise. Magnificent. Japaneese Gum by Her Space Holiday. Calmed me down instantly. I walked for so long. I came to the park and My Hero by the Foo Fighters came on. I speeded up a bit and made it to the end of the fence and looked out to the airport to see if there was a take off planned I could watch. Nothing. By this time the sun was up and shining. It smelled fantastic. I made it to the street again and passed only the second person I had seen. I was the first one up and around here. For an hour I walked. I found streets in the neighborhood I didn't know about previously. I hit some back streets and started singing songs out loud. Great. I was in such a great mood. I wasn't thinking anything. Nothing waying me down at all. It was one of the best feelings ever. I think everyone should do that. :D

I've also been writing alot lately and last night I started a really great poem. Which is wierd for me 'cause my poetry sucks.

I also took the test Leslie has on her site. Here are my results:

Disorder Rating Information
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal*: High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic**: Moderate
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Low
Dependent***: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

*Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.

**People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.

***Dependent personality disorder is characterized by a need to be taken care of. People with this disorder tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may become suicidal when a break-up is imminent. They tend to let others make important decisions for them and often jump from relationship to relationship. They often remain in abusive relationships. They are overly sensitive to disapproval. They often feel helpless and depressed.
Wow, I'm a jerk. :(

And today we got a solid white cat. My mom and I named her Gwenivere. (I love you Gwenivere)

p.s. I havn't been paying attention to albums I could review, but hopefully soon it'll happen.

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posted by: Carson (reply)
post date: 06.28.04 (7:19 pm)

well, I don't know about that last one, but the rest are SO you



posted by: sillage ...."ooo, look at me, i'm an outside user. (reply)
post date: 06.30.04 (8:43 am)

that's awesome codie. we should go walking around sometime.. early in the morning. i'm sure it's very calming. *hope to see you soon.

-Aleece



posted by: Orchestrae (reply)
post date: 07.02.04 (10:33 am)

Cool, Codie! Actually, this entry was one of the cooler blog entries I've read in some time. Makes me crave an iPod all the more.



posted by: codie (reply)
post date: 07.02.04 (10:14 pm)

Hehe. Thanks. Wow, Mr. S. I'm really looking foward to competing(sp?) this upcoming school year. Do I need new pieces?

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