I tried to type this last night when I was at the local Lan Party place, but I ran out of time in the middle of typing it...what a loser. Anyway, here it is, the best I remember it.
You see, for some reason or another, I havn't been able to write in my personal journal. Not like my personal blog, but my own pen and paper journal. Like, when ever I start to, I just freeze up and either stop remembering my ideas, or I just get can't bring myself to do it. It almost feels like a chore. Maybe I think that people are reading it? I mean, I can keep this one vauge, so it doesn't bother me to write in it regulary. I leave my normal journal out. Usually on the bed in my backpack. I mean, I don't tell anyone were it is...until now...but it's still a possibility that my brothers could get a hold of it fairly easily. And they might get mad (for one reason or another).
Maybe it's the fact that I pretty much talk to my friends about what I write in my journal, weather they know it or not, so there isn't really a reason to sound repetitive. I don't know. I mean, it's not that I don't like keeping one, because it's feels great to write all that crap down. I havn't really cared all that much lately, though, but it still has bothered me a bit.
I do hope I can start again. I'll give it a couple of weeks and try again...maybe then I'll be able to write. There just hasn't been that drive that's usually there. I dunno. Oh well.
p.s. I think that I'm going to do a review on this c.d. that I got in Austin from a local band called the Peels. Itsaprettynice... Marketing Jesus updated, and Carson's got another blog, check that out (link on left!). Finally, I put all the indie record label links to the right.
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posted by: sleeface (reply)
post date: 06.07.04 (3:31 pm)
I have this book called 'The Writer's Idea Book'. I'll let you borrow it sometime, it's pretty neat. It's just got a lot of different ideas on finding inspiration for your writing in various everyday situations. And it's got a lot of fun prompts to play and experiment with. It's a cool book, I'll let you borrow it sometime. Speaking of which, THANK YOU for loaning me The Da Vinci Code, I'm sorry I haven't returned it yet. It is so so so so good. I'll probably finish it within the next few days.
Love you Codie. I'm off to read Marketing Jesus.
posted by: codie (reply)
post date: 06.07.04 (6:06 pm)