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My day, since the link doesn't want to behave
05.03.04 (5:19 pm)   [edit]
Today has sucked. All day. The only good thing that happened was that I got my c.d.'s back, so I can lock myself in my room again. I'm so stressed. I don't know. I've got band, and Sub Rosa (which is okay, don't worry Mr. S.), and theatre...and people in general.
Last night Jolynn came over and we talked like we used to. It was fun.
I don't know.
I'm one of the few people who actually has a grip on reality at this school, and it just stresses me out. People think that I'm SO light hearted and put all this responsibility on me. I can't even spell 'responsibility' two-thirds of the time! So, I came home and I did what I always did and I cried. I cried the other day, too. I cry alot. I have yet to put a face to my sorrow, though, so I'm getting even more worried. I don't know.

I've been getting into the habit of turning off my cell phone at night and waking up with alot of messages of people freaked out wondering if I'm still alive. Its pretty funny! My girlfriend gets the most spooked, though, and that makes me sad. I just don't like talking to people as much as I did.
Maybe I should, I don't know. Whatever my problem, I need to isolate it and destroy it.

I'm still stuck in my book (The Da Vinci Code) but it reads fast, so I'll finish it soon (Don't worry Leslie).

I'm going to go listen to some music.

codie
 


posted by: CBbiggun (reply)
post date: 05.04.04 (7:23 am)

well, if it's any consolation, my day sucked too. as i woke up yesterday, much to my surprise, i was covered with my own vomit. just after my mom left for work, my nose began bleeding uncontrollably, staining one of my favorite shirts. i sat around all day, strongly considering gouging my eyes out ratter then watch this glimpse into hell that we call day time television. i am dosed up to the eyeballs on benadryl and in massive amounts of pain, so tell me codie, whose day sucked worse?



posted by: Orchestrae (reply)
post date: 05.04.04 (1:59 pm)

It's so hard to stay together
Passing through revolving doors
We need someone to talk to
and someone to sweep the floors...

The world weighs on my shoulders
But what am I to do?
You sometimes drive me crazy--
But I worry about you

I know it makes no difference
To what you're going through
But I see the tip of the iceberg--
And I worry about you
-----

If you need anything, let me know.





posted by: codie (reply)
post date: 05.04.04 (4:50 pm)

Thank you Mr. Sanders. That's a nice poem. It seems like everyone gives me poetry when I'm like this. Your's is great. I get over this and be alright. I'll see you at school. Take care.

P.S. Sorry, Carson



posted by: Orchestrae (reply)
post date: 05.04.04 (5:01 pm)

LoL....It's a song lyric from a band most people don't like...but, it's all in the intention of the sentiment, eh?...Take care, as well.



posted by: codie (reply)
post date: 05.04.04 (5:22 pm)

What a fake. But thank you nonetheless...

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